Just Before I Quit

100 Happy Days – Day 80

Happiness is a Ray of Hope – Clearing a group of CA Finals after many attempts.

There were no display of emotions.

No laughter or pirouettes

No screams or exclamation of joy.

A friend asked me, ‘Aren’t you updating this on Facebook?’

‘My happiness is also someone else’s sorrow’, I said

‘I have experienced both

and I resolved not to update this on Facebook’

I sat for a couple of hours

staring at the screen before me.

Unsure of whether I should

Be rejoicing or doubting myself.

For at that moment when I decided to quit,

Time pressed something into my hands.

A Result that ended with the word ‘PASS’.


You really cannot call this a poem. This is just my feelings written in a pattern. Just a write up. This blog is my second home, a friend, a diary or you could call it a place where I keep a part of my soul. This day had to go in here. For, I had made all preparations to quit CA after writing the Finals for the fifth time when I was told that I cleared first group.

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The journey isn’t over. But, for the first time in a couple of years I feel as though I might be able to crack this. The ray of hope is what I needed. πŸ™‚

Now, the next half of the battle BEGINS!

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23 Comments

  1. Rangelz

    Thank you so much πŸ™‚

  2. Somali K Chakrabarti

    A Big Congratulations to you ! Loved the out pour of feelings.

  3. 'Ansh' Saxena

    Hey.. Congratulations.. The exact emotions i went through.. Glad u made it.. me too did..☺

    1. Rangelz

      Thank you and Congrats to you too! πŸ˜€

    1. Rangelz

      Thank you Arohii πŸ™‚

  4. Hargun Wahi

    Many congratulations!
    Results is a big day for any CA student. Keep basking in this ray of newly found hope. Wish you good luck for the second group πŸ™‚

    1. Rangelz

      Thank you so much πŸ˜€

  5. Maniparna Sengupta Majumder

    Great! A big congratulations… πŸ˜€ loved the way you poured the emotions… πŸ™‚

    1. Rangelz

      Thank you soooo much Mani πŸ˜€

  6. Stardust

    Way to go girl πŸ™‚ Hearty Congratulations πŸ˜€

  7. ShethP

    Oh, yes! The result was yesterday. The first and the last stages of CA… such a contrasting result. Glad you made it! πŸ™‚ All the very best for the second group preparations! πŸ˜‰ Stay strong!

    1. Rangelz

      Thanks a ton sweety! πŸ™‚

  8. ANooP

    Congrats!!! Party time πŸ™‚

    1. Rangelz

      Thanguuu πŸ˜€ Kochiyil ullavark maaatram πŸ˜›

      1. ANooP

        :O So unfair… anyways, I hope somebody gets it on my behalf.

        1. Rangelz

          ha! Angane write off cheyalle. Njn tharam. πŸ˜€

  9. Viraj Sanghvi

    congrats..and u will be also having great future as writter πŸ™‚

    1. Rangelz

      Thanks a ton Viraj for these encouraging words πŸ™‚

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