Just Before I Quit
100 Happy Days – Day 80
Happiness is a Ray of Hope – Clearing a group of CA Finals after many attempts.
There were no display of emotions.
No laughter or pirouettes
No screams or exclamation of joy.
A friend asked me, ‘Aren’t you updating this on Facebook?’
‘My happiness is also someone else’s sorrow’, I said
‘I have experienced both
and I resolved not to update this on Facebook’
I sat for a couple of hours
staring at the screen before me.
Unsure of whether I should
Be rejoicing or doubting myself.
For at that moment when I decided to quit,
Time pressed something into my hands.
A Result that ended with the word ‘PASS’.
You really cannot call this a poem. This is just my feelings written in a pattern. Just a write up. This blog is my second home, a friend, a diary or you could call it a place where I keep a part of my soul. This day had to go in here. For, I had made all preparations to quit CA after writing the Finals for the fifth time when I was told that I cleared first group.
The journey isn’t over. But, for the first time in a couple of years I feel as though I might be able to crack this. The ray of hope is what I needed. 🙂
Now, the next half of the battle BEGINS!
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